if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Monday, January 23, 2006

Sometimes, it is really easy to apologise to your friends, but not to your parents. Well, I dont know but it is like that for me.I am just so frustrated lahz. Why cant I snap out of it?? I am just so sick and tired with this kind of life! for goodness sake , I know everybody wants me to get out of it. I want it too, but I dont know how! I know I am very useless, I cant overcome such a small setback. Yeah, I know there are children younger than me who became orphans overnight in Aceh. I know I am useless enough , you dont have to remind me.
You know what are pampered brats?? I tell you what are pampered brats. Pampered brats grow up with a golden spoon in their mouths. They dont know how to do anything except to make others do whatever they want them to do.The greatest setbacks I think they will face is that they didnt get their way!
I know exactly what I am , all I ask is just some peace and quiet. I had enough.I am not pitiying myself.Because a scum like me deserves it well.

i know that i have loved you ... at 1/23/2006 10:51:00 pm
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