Monday, February 20, 2006

I want to thank this particular person on this blog .
*drum rolls*
That's my senior Simin.
Thank you very much =)

I know I have got a lot to work on.
I must learn how to face my fears,
my past and myself.
I must learn everything again,
like a baby who has just opened his or her eyes for the first time to look at her or his surroundings.

Suddenly,
I dont think I can do it with entusaism.
Nevertheless ,I will try my best.

I have to be strong for my sake ,
Simin's sake =)
all my friends who have helped me to where I am now
though it isnt far =X
Friends or seniors like Carmen ,Shirley , Yuquan ,Yuying ,Siew Yuen,Huiyi,wuzhen etc etc
Thank you for proving me wrong.
Showing me that there are friends who won't mind whatever past you once had.
Yeah.
I am very very moved by your actions.
I used to think that if others knew about it , they will shun me away.
though you guys dont give me extra tlc =X
but it is more than enough .
By still being my friends after knowing about it is enough.
I am very moved for what all of you have done for me so far.
There is just too many things to write on if I have to.

I love my mummy and daddy!!!
Throughout last year ,
when I had horrible back pains.
My mummy took leave to bring me home.
She used it so much till she was branded irresponsible and her intergrity was doubted
My dad stood at my side when my mummy gets too stress up.
He believed what I had said when I first told them.
They have been really understanding and caring parents, no matter how young they are.
Only in times of difficulty will you be wiser.
Only in times of difficulty will you know who cares for you.

Another person would be Miss yeo.
No matter how naggy she can be.
She has been really caring
and she has been taking care of me since last year.

If I have got any more stupid thoughts , I better hit myself silly.

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I do treasure our friendship alot even if you dont.
I am seriously slow and unfeeling.
I would be very elated if one day we can resume being wat we used to be in the past.
To me it is a great regret that things just ended this way.
But i guess I cant do anything bahz.
I have tried.
Yeah i think I can comfort myself by saying that I did try.
"The best will always be kept in your memories."