Thursday, March 16, 2006
I want to have some quiet time with myself.
I dont want to hear or see things.
It is getting on my nerves.
The conversations thats going through my head is driving me mad.
Oh god.
I keep seeing images and it is teaching me how to die.
For goodness sake.
A voice is convincing me to die.
Damn.
It is really on my nerves.
To add to that there is an idiot who keeps irritating me.
I am already on the verge of breaking something .
Still holding on.
Somebody ask me to do TYS.
That dont remove the voice and the images right?
Ask me to talk to a counsellor?
Forget it.
Please.I dont want to do something I will regret.
I dont want to make people feel gulity for the rest of their lives.
I dont want to hurt people who really care for me.
God
Please help me.
I dont want to hear or see things.
It is getting on my nerves.
The conversations thats going through my head is driving me mad.
Oh god.
I keep seeing images and it is teaching me how to die.
For goodness sake.
A voice is convincing me to die.
Damn.
It is really on my nerves.
To add to that there is an idiot who keeps irritating me.
I am already on the verge of breaking something .
Still holding on.
Somebody ask me to do TYS.
That dont remove the voice and the images right?
Ask me to talk to a counsellor?
Forget it.
Please.I dont want to do something I will regret.
I dont want to make people feel gulity for the rest of their lives.
I dont want to hurt people who really care for me.
God
Please help me.
i know that i have loved you ... at 3/16/2006 11:23:00 pm
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