if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Saturday, March 04, 2006

too bad never copy the whole thing.
I draw a house on this website.
it is a personailty test.
it says I love freedom, likes make decisions.
I put my family and friends before myself.
I like friends to be there for me when I need them.
Thats all I can remember.
Yeah. Everything it said is true, I guess.
I love having friends to be there for me..

However, I just dont know how to keep them.
Feeling tired again.
Functioning like a normal human being is taking a toll on me.
I dont feel like doing that.
Just wanna hide in a little corner and hope that the world forget about me.
But I cant.
I want to forget everything.
I cant.
My brother told me about King Lear.
he only to realised at the end that all the miseries he was suffering of his own making.
By that time, his beloved daughter had died.
Why?
It was his fault.
Am I like King Lear?
Is everything I am going through my own making?
I dont know.
It really feels like a nightmare that I cannot never wake up from.
Anyway. I dont think I can be of a topic to talk abt.
yeah.

i know that i have loved you ... at 3/04/2006 11:22:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

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