Saturday, March 25, 2006
Yesterday, I chatted with one person for 2 over hours.
Oh my god.
I didnt know there is so much to talk about.
hahahz. Fellow martial art learners.
He learnt Takewando and Akido before.
But whatever he is really good at , he cant use it anymore.
hahahz. sad.
I still can do knife attack.
However, I dont like to fight.
Because I am afraid I will kill the person if I am really angry.
Yeah. I will become very accurate in my blows, so I will probably break someone neck.
For counselling , I mux pick 4 cards.
first card, what did I lose in this crisis.
second card, what I was forced to gice up.
third, what did I get in the end.
fourth , what did I hope at the end.
In reference to the cards, I lost myself, my home. I lose the feeling of being safe.
I give up my friends. I became an outcast.
I became more compassionate and understanding. I try to reach out to people who need help.
I hope that I can stand up , with someone's help.
This week was really hectic.
Thanks to some teacher.
I broke down because of immense pressure and lack of support from family
okay lahz.
but now much better le.
Oh my god.
I didnt know there is so much to talk about.
hahahz. Fellow martial art learners.
He learnt Takewando and Akido before.
But whatever he is really good at , he cant use it anymore.
hahahz. sad.
I still can do knife attack.
However, I dont like to fight.
Because I am afraid I will kill the person if I am really angry.
Yeah. I will become very accurate in my blows, so I will probably break someone neck.
For counselling , I mux pick 4 cards.
first card, what did I lose in this crisis.
second card, what I was forced to gice up.
third, what did I get in the end.
fourth , what did I hope at the end.
In reference to the cards, I lost myself, my home. I lose the feeling of being safe.
I give up my friends. I became an outcast.
I became more compassionate and understanding. I try to reach out to people who need help.
I hope that I can stand up , with someone's help.
This week was really hectic.
Thanks to some teacher.
I broke down because of immense pressure and lack of support from family
okay lahz.
but now much better le.
i know that i have loved you ... at 3/25/2006 11:12:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities