Tuesday, May 30, 2006
I am so tired.
Yet I am blogging.
Mentally tired that is.
The systems of my body is in chaos.
Yeah , thats' why I am really tired.
I am not stressed or depressed lorz.
I am just pissed off that I have to follow a strict routine of going to school
and coming home to study.
I NEED A LITTLE LIFE!
badminton anyone?
I cant seem to control my emotions too.
Hahhaz.
Today I was a little too high.
Too high is no good, cos i will be veri depressed later.
Yeah, mood swings.
Doctor says its okay.
but must not be too often.
Bad for health.
Yet I am blogging.
Mentally tired that is.
The systems of my body is in chaos.
Yeah , thats' why I am really tired.
I am not stressed or depressed lorz.
I am just pissed off that I have to follow a strict routine of going to school
and coming home to study.
I NEED A LITTLE LIFE!
badminton anyone?
I cant seem to control my emotions too.
Hahhaz.
Today I was a little too high.
Too high is no good, cos i will be veri depressed later.
Yeah, mood swings.
Doctor says its okay.
but must not be too often.
Bad for health.
i know that i have loved you ... at 5/30/2006 11:12:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Sunday, May 21, 2006
I feel sooooo........
I also don't know how to describle.
O level's coming.
Everyone jiao you.
We must get our A1s!
I think I am feeling the pressure.
Maybe not too.
I am just feeling sad for no apparent reasons at all!
Demoralised.
Down in the dumps.
Feel like giving up.
But the other me just refuse to do so and wants to persist.
I dont want to be a physicist.
I hate physics.
I ONLY like nuclear physics.
I know I sux at classical physics
and lots of other subjects.
Can you just shut your trap up?
I am just plain stupid and weak.
The greatest difference between a sucessful person and a failure
is that the successful person knows how to pick themselves
when they fall and learn from their mistake,
and the failure gives himself up after a setback.
Well? Who would I choose to be?
Anyway , I know of someone who changed his character
so that the person he or she likes would like him or her.
If the person dont like who you are,
it's no point changing yourself to his likes.
you will be the one at the losing end.
So what if he likes you after you change yourself?
Would you be really happy?
pang guan ze qing.
Thats what anyone would say.
I also don't know how to describle.
O level's coming.
Everyone jiao you.
We must get our A1s!
I think I am feeling the pressure.
Maybe not too.
I am just feeling sad for no apparent reasons at all!
Demoralised.
Down in the dumps.
Feel like giving up.
But the other me just refuse to do so and wants to persist.
I dont want to be a physicist.
I hate physics.
I ONLY like nuclear physics.
I know I sux at classical physics
and lots of other subjects.
Can you just shut your trap up?
I am just plain stupid and weak.
The greatest difference between a sucessful person and a failure
is that the successful person knows how to pick themselves
when they fall and learn from their mistake,
and the failure gives himself up after a setback.
Well? Who would I choose to be?
Anyway , I know of someone who changed his character
so that the person he or she likes would like him or her.
If the person dont like who you are,
it's no point changing yourself to his likes.
you will be the one at the losing end.
So what if he likes you after you change yourself?
Would you be really happy?
pang guan ze qing.
Thats what anyone would say.
i know that i have loved you ... at 5/21/2006 11:44:00 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Sunday, May 14, 2006
Happy mother's day.
You may feel happy , regretful or neutral today.
To those feeling sad or down in the dumps,
just cherish those moments in the past, yeah?
To everyone else, just loooooOOOVE you mum!
They are a group of very special people .
What can I say?
I am practically spoilt to death by my parents =))
I think
I realised that my Chinese name has a story behind it.
Quite good for someone who learnt malay instead of chinese =P
My chinese name is Hui en, by the way.
I was named by my mum, the only one , in fact.
My mum says she was thankful for giving birth to a healthy me.
In the first trimester of having me,
she experience signs of abortion,
which is blood at her legs,
sent to hospital.
Anyway, here am i.
Tomorrow is monday.
BOOHOOOOOO..
You may feel happy , regretful or neutral today.
To those feeling sad or down in the dumps,
just cherish those moments in the past, yeah?
To everyone else, just loooooOOOVE you mum!
They are a group of very special people .
What can I say?
I am practically spoilt to death by my parents =))
I think
I realised that my Chinese name has a story behind it.
Quite good for someone who learnt malay instead of chinese =P
My chinese name is Hui en, by the way.
I was named by my mum, the only one , in fact.
My mum says she was thankful for giving birth to a healthy me.
In the first trimester of having me,
she experience signs of abortion,
which is blood at her legs,
sent to hospital.
Anyway, here am i.
Tomorrow is monday.
BOOHOOOOOO..
i know that i have loved you ... at 5/14/2006 09:36:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Sunday, May 07, 2006
Today is Sunday.
Tomorrow is A maths Paper!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Today is Sunday.
Tomorrow is E History Paper!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I haven't studied yet.
XD
Friday, I met Shirley.
I felt like running away again.
dots.
Just feel like running away.
It is totally mind boggling.
It is really nonsensical (hope I spelt correctly)
Maybe every time we speak,
we'll end up quarrelling,
therefore I don't really want to talk to her.
I rather we don't talk then we quarrel.
Anyway, everything went on well.
I felt as if she is just an acquaintance.
However, it was great seeing her again.
At least we spoke more than two sentences each.
=)
I missing playing cards!!!!!!!!
my hands are getting a bit itchy.
The last time we played with 4 cards for 3 person was confiscated.
Again .
Miss yeo went to check the classroom.
Wonder how he is doing today.
he havent come online for quite some time.
Wahahahaz.
need to study le.
Tomorrow is A maths Paper!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Today is Sunday.
Tomorrow is E History Paper!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I haven't studied yet.
XD
Friday, I met Shirley.
I felt like running away again.
dots.
Just feel like running away.
It is totally mind boggling.
It is really nonsensical (hope I spelt correctly)
Maybe every time we speak,
we'll end up quarrelling,
therefore I don't really want to talk to her.
I rather we don't talk then we quarrel.
Anyway, everything went on well.
I felt as if she is just an acquaintance.
However, it was great seeing her again.
At least we spoke more than two sentences each.
=)
I missing playing cards!!!!!!!!
my hands are getting a bit itchy.
The last time we played with 4 cards for 3 person was confiscated.
Again .
Miss yeo went to check the classroom.
Wonder how he is doing today.
he havent come online for quite some time.
Wahahahaz.
need to study le.
i know that i have loved you ... at 5/07/2006 07:13:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities