if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Saturday, July 22, 2006

I just want you to forgive me.
So what if I didnt make you suffer in purpose.
I still did.
I am so deeply sorry.
It has being haunting me since last year.
I guess things will just end it this way.
If there is anything I could do to allow you forgive me,
I would do it.
I am so deeply sorry.
I really am.
Please.

i know that i have loved you ... at 7/22/2006 04:11:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Complacency led to the downfall of many countries,
gives a person the feeling of helplessness when something crops up,
makes people regret.
What have i learnt after so many years ?
Live by the day?
Think that everyday would be the same old day?
I recieved a very rude shock,
and i realised i made the same mistakes as every young Singaporean would make.
I was complacent.
I took things for granted.
Maybe i was too fortunated and ignorant.
The world is so much bigger than these four walls.
Wake up.
I am what my family calls a fool.
I have spent the past 15 years seeing the ugly side of humans,
and i still make the biggest mistake.
That is to trust,and
to be too emotional.
No one is gonna help you when you in trouble.
Not even when you are bleeding and almost dying
Not even when you are going to be beaten to death in the public
No one would.
Humans would used each other for their own gains.
They will do anything they think they can benefit from it.
We are just plain evil or we were born sinners.
Look around you and you know what I mean.
However , I chose to believe that all humans were born good.
How stupid can I get?

i know that i have loved you ... at 7/04/2006 10:17:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

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