if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Saturday, March 10, 2007

I dont know whether I should just call myself a lucky bastard.Maybe when you are feeling all blue about things, your perspective would be clouded.I finally realised how bad the condition of my spine was after sharing it with another doctor.Apparently with three factures on three locations, I would have to be confined to bed until the factures join back itself because my spine would become contorted under gravity.I didnt, of course.My doctor never told me that in the past.
This current doctor was simply amazed because my spine didnt betray that fact that it was once badly injured.He thought it was just hip injury.Amusing. Thats' how good the doctor is.
It was just plain luck that I met this doctor before my condition deterioates and starts affecting other systems in the body.
Haiz. That dont seem to cheer me up at all.I just feeling all guilty and bad.Cos recently I felt like suiciding for no reason. I didnt, of course.It's just a thought.The past should have remain where it should always be, in the past.I cant let it carry on affecting me.Haiz, but I am powerless to do anything about it.

i know that i have loved you ... at 3/10/2007 11:34:00 pm
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