Saturday, April 14, 2007
Decisions I have to make.
Consquences I have to face.
Right, thats' Life.
Darting eyes,
Swaying ,
I learnt something today.
It's just great not to speak at all at times.
Ears are all you need.
I am torn apart by the decisions I have to make.
Yes, both methods has its drawbacks and strength.
The only problem now is what is the most pressing issue.
Lonliness.
I have never felt as if I was part of the class.
No matter how much I tried.
I don't even feel belong to 0737 sometimes.
Is it just me?
Seriously, I dont even know what life means to me anymore.
The days that I really felt happy are all gone.
So is my hope and my faith.
I just want to give up.
Give up all the effort I put in coming to this stage.
Give up on myself.
Go back to where I come from.
That pitiful past.
That irritaing me
And just die that way.
It's just a thin line between life and death.
Consquences I have to face.
Right, thats' Life.
Darting eyes,
Swaying ,
I learnt something today.
It's just great not to speak at all at times.
Ears are all you need.
I am torn apart by the decisions I have to make.
Yes, both methods has its drawbacks and strength.
The only problem now is what is the most pressing issue.
Lonliness.
I have never felt as if I was part of the class.
No matter how much I tried.
I don't even feel belong to 0737 sometimes.
Is it just me?
Seriously, I dont even know what life means to me anymore.
The days that I really felt happy are all gone.
So is my hope and my faith.
I just want to give up.
Give up all the effort I put in coming to this stage.
Give up on myself.
Go back to where I come from.
That pitiful past.
That irritaing me
And just die that way.
It's just a thin line between life and death.
i know that i have loved you ... at 4/14/2007 01:24:00 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
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