Tuesday, April 03, 2007
It's the second week of the term.
What have I exactly done?
Nothing.
That's the scariest thing that can happen to me.
I am like feeling all burn out like for no reason.
The pains are back,
so is the person.
I am like feeling nearly as bad as I once felt in Secondary three.
Horrible.
I totally dread that feeling.
Anyway,
why do people like to force others to do things they dont like?
Because they feel a certain satifaction from doing that?
They feel superior?
They feel that they are in control?
I think I have really changed since Sec three.
I cant recall another time before this period of time when my courage fail me.
I cant remember not having strength to make decision.
Now, I dont dare to bear the consquences to any decision.
I am just not cut out to be a leader.
Because I cant even figure out how my life should go on.
I dont even know what is right now.
I just hate being me.
GRRRR
What have I exactly done?
Nothing.
That's the scariest thing that can happen to me.
I am like feeling all burn out like for no reason.
The pains are back,
so is the person.
I am like feeling nearly as bad as I once felt in Secondary three.
Horrible.
I totally dread that feeling.
Anyway,
why do people like to force others to do things they dont like?
Because they feel a certain satifaction from doing that?
They feel superior?
They feel that they are in control?
I think I have really changed since Sec three.
I cant recall another time before this period of time when my courage fail me.
I cant remember not having strength to make decision.
Now, I dont dare to bear the consquences to any decision.
I am just not cut out to be a leader.
Because I cant even figure out how my life should go on.
I dont even know what is right now.
I just hate being me.
GRRRR
i know that i have loved you ... at 4/03/2007 12:45:00 pm
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