Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Months of hard work has ended with a really disappointing ending.
Put in my all and it wasn't enough.
Tears wouldn't wash away my disappointment.
Because it couldn't come.
Of all times, I have to meet you today.
Memories that evoked pain and helpless crash down upon me in an instant.
I am feeling horrible enough, I don't need a painful living reminder of the past.
Totally confusing.
Why does your indifferance affect me in such manner?
Was it due to my reliance on you at one point of time?
Or was the remarks you once made was true?
I don't know.
I seriously won't want to know because you are now part of my past.
Ever since PAE ended,
I forgot what it means to be myself.
Feeling insecure, non-existent and useless.
I am treading back to where I begin.
Put in my all and it wasn't enough.
Tears wouldn't wash away my disappointment.
Because it couldn't come.
Of all times, I have to meet you today.
Memories that evoked pain and helpless crash down upon me in an instant.
I am feeling horrible enough, I don't need a painful living reminder of the past.
Totally confusing.
Why does your indifferance affect me in such manner?
Was it due to my reliance on you at one point of time?
Or was the remarks you once made was true?
I don't know.
I seriously won't want to know because you are now part of my past.
Ever since PAE ended,
I forgot what it means to be myself.
Feeling insecure, non-existent and useless.
I am treading back to where I begin.
i know that i have loved you ... at 4/25/2007 09:37:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities