if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Monday, May 28, 2007

Pre University Seminar 2007

SG 19 : Wen zong ( radical slo), Lewis (Moderate Slo), Celine ( Conservative SLO, Fastest SLO), Rachel, Andre, Shi He, Jethro, Ryan, Maurice, Azzy, Prema,Dalini, Kulvinder,Roslyn, Evelyn, Louis, Colin, Isaac, Jia Jun , Wei Xiong, Sylvia and Ngee Derk.

Presenting Seminar group 19. The bunch of nutty and hardworking people. I had a lot of fun with the group. They really made my day! I will always remember or try to remember it all.

Don't let the sexiness seduce you

Our trip to AH was a fruitful one. We were welcomed warmly by the CEO of AH, a really charming guy.We learn a lot of things about the hospital.How they strive to take good care of their patients. We learn about the policies and the tactics they took to improve. It was really an enriching experience for me.

An accident took place during our visit to the toilet. It was so hilarious that i nearly died from laughing. I shall not share the details because I think it is kind of embarassing for the victim. Anyway. it pays to READ instructions.

The parallel presentations was not bad. Bonds girl is so HOT. Hot babe in red. Oh ya, she is also one of my sg mates. I think Nan yang did an okay job, I think. The panel discussion were informative and interesting. Anyway, I spent a lot of time sleeping during the Q and A session.

I got lots to say but I am too lazy to type. Yeah. so that's all. I shall update about pre u seminar in the future.

i know that i have loved you ... at 5/28/2007 10:02:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

Sunday, May 20, 2007

I finally went to church this morning. I learnt a lot and I spend a fair bit of time reflecting.Why had I made this decision to take a leap of faith? It's just meant to be, I guess.Just 4 years ago, I would not have made just a decision because I was so sceptical about the existence of god. I believed solely in my ability.

How things have changed with time, I realised it is not wrong to rely on someone, but you cannot rely on them completely because they are not like the Lord, a faithful god. Yes, people will just leave you when you need them the most, but Lord has always been there for me.

I felt His presence at times when I really needed somebody, like Thursday. I should not have left my emotions take over my rational mind, but I cant help being feel hurt. Hurt that my own classmates don't respect me,hurt that my own vice dont back me up , disappointed that I don't have the ability to deal with it. I was so overpowered by my own feelings of helplessness, hurt, disappointment that I just weep like some idiot.It was this point when not so nice memories flooded my mind, I totally went out of control.Then I recalled something.

"At your hardest times, you only saw a pair of footprints. This is not because I have left you, but because I was carrying you throughout this time."

I felt much better after it. However, the issue about being a CT rep came into my mind. Eddy pointed out the mistakes. What was actually going on in class, and I realised what a lousy job I had been doing. I should not have cared about the miniority.I felt like a total loser.

However I realised that I should carry on because I should not just give up becasue of one set back and just learn to be a better ct rep.

i know that i have loved you ... at 5/20/2007 08:36:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Othello's night at 11th May.
It's the first time rou rou and I went out together! It was fun, of course.Well, she sort of qian jiu me and played arcade lahx! HaHa. She is not bad for a beginner. We played the usual; drums, racing car and shooting. I think I am an average player for a person who loves playing arcade.So ROU ROU did very well. Oh ya, ther reason she was playing becasue I forced her to. How mean can a JUNIOR get.

Next, we were looking for a location to eat. Ang Mo Kio really changed a lot. I didn't manage to eat my Tang Yuan, bohoo. I guess I should try my luck some other time. The hawker centre was undergoing a major renovation, so I wonder when will it reopen. I think the last time it was renovated was just some time ago, a year after i move out of Ang Mo Kio. It's kind of sad that everything in Singapore is always changing. I mean the places that I usually go , the things I play when I was a child has all become mere memories.These places no longer exist physically. I remembered that there was an area renting moto cars for children.My brother and I had a lot of fun just playing that. However, the course has disappeared, so has the shop renting it.
After finding a place to eat, Ivan, rou rou's classmate joined us. He attempt to finish his food in recorded time, then we head up to the arcade to play AGAIN!It is definitely the best day of my pathetic jc life =)
Anyway, we were late for Othello and we could only sit at the back for the first half of the show!we managed to get better seats after that.
The play is just awesome, though this is the second time I watch it. I was like so into it at the last act. Anyway, the audience are such morons. It's such an embarassement lah! It's the most drama scene and they were actually LAUGHING. Oh man. I forgot, nanyang students dont make good audience. Trust me. Bai Yu gang 2007 , Appassionata and now othello are good examples of it.Okay, It's time for me to sleep.

i know that i have loved you ... at 5/19/2007 11:32:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

Monday, May 07, 2007

I am feeling so damn sick today.
Great job, Sam.
The thumbdrive cannot be retrive.
Screw it.

i know that i have loved you ... at 5/07/2007 12:43:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

Sunday, May 06, 2007

Had a rather memorable time today.
I am learning.
A super frustrating thing happened to me.
I LOST my thumbdrive.
Goodbye to all the work that I have done.
Goodbye to all the pictures.
Goodbye.

i know that i have loved you ... at 5/06/2007 10:01:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

Friday, May 04, 2007

Day OUT =)

I skipped H1 maths to go out today to get gifts for my friends.I think I was totally irritating poor Rachel because of my indecisiveness.Oh ya, I was out with Stef and Rachel.
Stef was in need of a new pair of boots and Rachel volunteered to accompany her while I was going to J8 to get present.
It was very tiring. I wonder how people can spend their day shopping. It's seriously mind-boggling.
Anyway, I managed to do what I needed to do, so did Stef.

i know that i have loved you ... at 5/04/2007 11:32:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

Thursday, May 03, 2007

To meet is to start the journey of parting


Glancing about randomly,
I was bugged by the scars of some people's past.
I guess everyone leads a double life somehow.
They may appear to be confident about how life should be,
but they maybe always worrying about the next step they should take,
or just be paranoid over nothing.
Are we just all alike?
I read a statement made by someone.
People who are blissful share a same history,
but people who are not has lots to tell.
I kind of agree to it.
The people who I meet that are really blissful are people who care practically about nothing.
They live life that way and accept it the way life present herself to the individual.
I can't really say much about the other type of people.
Which group of people do you belong?

I had a shock of my life yesterday when someone sms me to ask how was I.
That person has never really bothered about me so you can imagine what my expression was.
I was like rubbing my eyes as I stared at the screen of the phone again.
This scene reminds of me of something that once took place ages ago.
Why do the events seem to be a parallel to each other?
It's just me right?


The knot being finally untied
Thanks for the ride

i know that i have loved you ... at 5/03/2007 10:46:00 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

^reminds;me*of

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