Friday, July 13, 2007
I am feeling much better campared to yesterday. I don't know if the decision could haunt me later but feel that it is justified and it is correct. Right, human usually make decisions that they feel it is right at that very moment, whether they regret or not in the future, it remains to be known.
I have got a lot to thank the Lord this week, but I am still thinking what should I share for this week's cell meeting. I think if I had minus all the things that would embarassed people and that is personal, i will be left with nothing. Nevermind, I have another day to think of something to share!
I really hope I can have a good night rest For the past few days, it has been very difficult for me to fall asleep because I was very absorbed by my thoughts and my friend's comments.I had managed to fall asleep after i have prayed. i think prayers are very comforting. I usually feel much better after praying. I can't even fall asleep if I do not pray, no matter how tired I am.
Yesterday, I was mopping the house. I realised how weak I was. I was just too tired to move the funiture around and I had no strength to do so, my poor sister had to help me out! To me, it is kind of comical. I have not trying mopping a house without using any strength.
Then my mummy was talking about certain issues at home. She had certified that she must have been raising a bunch of insane girls. She feels that girls should be offended when they are called FAT, but it does not seem to affect my sister and me. Well, who would be offended? My dear Dad has been saying that I am fat for like a million times in a day? It is either pig or fat. Yes, I dont care about what they say and I do not have inferior complex because of what they say. I just ignore it.
Of recent, my mum has been asking me why don't I have inferiority complex over that like most girls are. I just don't. it does not affect me the least bit. What do you think I can say?
I have got a lot to thank the Lord this week, but I am still thinking what should I share for this week's cell meeting. I think if I had minus all the things that would embarassed people and that is personal, i will be left with nothing. Nevermind, I have another day to think of something to share!
I really hope I can have a good night rest For the past few days, it has been very difficult for me to fall asleep because I was very absorbed by my thoughts and my friend's comments.I had managed to fall asleep after i have prayed. i think prayers are very comforting. I usually feel much better after praying. I can't even fall asleep if I do not pray, no matter how tired I am.
Yesterday, I was mopping the house. I realised how weak I was. I was just too tired to move the funiture around and I had no strength to do so, my poor sister had to help me out! To me, it is kind of comical. I have not trying mopping a house without using any strength.
Then my mummy was talking about certain issues at home. She had certified that she must have been raising a bunch of insane girls. She feels that girls should be offended when they are called FAT, but it does not seem to affect my sister and me. Well, who would be offended? My dear Dad has been saying that I am fat for like a million times in a day? It is either pig or fat. Yes, I dont care about what they say and I do not have inferior complex because of what they say. I just ignore it.
Of recent, my mum has been asking me why don't I have inferiority complex over that like most girls are. I just don't. it does not affect me the least bit. What do you think I can say?
i know that i have loved you ... at 7/13/2007 12:09:00 pm
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