if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Sunday, July 01, 2007

Yesterday I attend Xinthesis.It is a celebration of culture and the arts. Yeah. Guess who performed? Yes, Guzheng ensemble, chinese dance and chinese opera.
The highlight of the performance would be the chinese dance of course.
I can totally understand why they got gold with honours.
THEY WERE SPECTACULAR!
EXTREMELY CAPTIVATING!
VERY GOOD!
I am damn serious about it. They did a fusion of chinese dance and some other dance again and it worked extremely well. The dancers even did expressions to the particular mood. It was orderly chaotic, it was well done.
Guzheng was good as usual. I felt like crying during one of their pieces.
Sai ma.
Though they played it differently but it remind me of NYguzheng during syf period.
Yes, we put in a lot of hard work.
The memories were so endearing and it all came back to me during that song.
Macbeth by chinese opera was.
I dont want to comment.
I think it was not done that well but it was a good effort.
Oh yeah. Xinmin people are such excellent audience in comparison to NY.
Ny simply as audience simply pales in comparison to them.
So yes, I enjoyed myself.

Yes, I met someone I did not want to meet yesterday.
As Yue shi engaged that person in conversation, I went to speak to dear Zhengong.
LOL.
I was like playing with her.
Pulling her bag and all.
Anyway, I am forever a 5 year old kid in her eyes, so it doesnt matter how I act in front of her.
Yes, and that particular person pretend that I dont exist, which is very fine with me.
I dont expect anything more from you.

You reminded me of things again.
This time it is different.
The reminder that we are in this state because I lied to you dont bother me anymore.
I cant believe it how I used to hurt myself partly due to it.
I used to hate myself because of the state we were in.
I don't now.
I don't hate you or dislike you, I just cant forgive you.
Though it started off as my fault, it has become yours.
Your cynical and hurtful remarks drove me onto the ledge too many times to count
If it was not because of Zhengong and my mum, you should live in regret.
Because you were the trigger.

i know that i have loved you ... at 7/01/2007 05:50:00 pm
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