Sunday, August 26, 2007
On friday, one of my friend message me and asked me to go out with her on that very day itself, since I did not have Kellett's tutorial that friday, we decided to hang out at Suntec.
We played arcade and I nearly died playing it. We played DRV and para para. I learn something. My legs and brain just cannot work together,but who cares, I just had fun making a fool of myself=D
We had dinner and chat. I think it is kind of sad that I have not had such a nice chat with someone for such a long time. We are all too busy with our own life.It was just fantastic, just sitting, chatting about just about everything and laughing with each other. I think it was like more like laughing at me because I always nao chu xiao hua=D
Then we went shopping! I went to shop for Dvds. HAHAX. I bought two DVDs. I am so proud of myself ^^ I wanted to collect both movies since like long long time ago but I just could not find it and on friday, I found it! I saw a lot of good movies too, like westside story. The Westside story is an old movie, not that chinese serial moive where 5566 acted in. I didn't buy, but I bought Dragonheart ^^
Draco and the knightI watch Dragonheart the very next day. It was damn good^^ Though I had watched it many times, it has never failed to make me cry.
In the movie, the characters talk about the idea of death. To the evil corrupted king, "Death is a form of release, not a torture." Draco embraces death yet fears it because he fears the loss of the soul.
I spend the rest of the weekend studying and cooking for the family.
i know that i have loved you ... at 8/26/2007 08:48:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Thursday, August 16, 2007
I think it's a wonderful, play filled with ironies. It has a fantastic ending to it. Don't believe me ? Ask the H2 history students.
I have received my essay for economics. I did quite okay, at least I didn't get another 3/25. I want to do better.
I am still thinking of ways to get to sleep tonight, another of my "fantastic mixture", I think I am going to get into trouble. How I wish that a can of beer can put me soundly to bed, but no, it doesn't have effects on me. Yeah, my face will turn like bright red, but I still cannot sleep.
Any suggestions for a good night rest?
History test was um.... I rather not talk about it.
The most weird thing happened to me in CT lesson today, shall not talk about it here.However , I was very surprised, I don't ever think such a thing would happen, but it did. I so want to share it with either Stef or Zhengong but I know they are just really too busy and too caught up in important stuffs.
Sometimes, there is just things that you just cannot find the words to share with people. It is like whenever you try to talk to them, you feel as if you are like really very free to think about all these stuffs or even look for that person in comparison to them. Sometimes, after some time, you start thinking about things you didn't have a privilege to have.
I love listening to the courtships of people's parents because I think it is really sweet. I think most of my friends who has shared about the courtship of their family have wonderfully married parents. I don't know if that is an assumption but it really feels that way.
If love don't keep a family together, what does?
Responsibility.
Sometimes, you don't need love.
I have received my essay for economics. I did quite okay, at least I didn't get another 3/25. I want to do better.
I am still thinking of ways to get to sleep tonight, another of my "fantastic mixture", I think I am going to get into trouble. How I wish that a can of beer can put me soundly to bed, but no, it doesn't have effects on me. Yeah, my face will turn like bright red, but I still cannot sleep.
Any suggestions for a good night rest?
History test was um.... I rather not talk about it.
The most weird thing happened to me in CT lesson today, shall not talk about it here.However , I was very surprised, I don't ever think such a thing would happen, but it did. I so want to share it with either Stef or Zhengong but I know they are just really too busy and too caught up in important stuffs.
Sometimes, there is just things that you just cannot find the words to share with people. It is like whenever you try to talk to them, you feel as if you are like really very free to think about all these stuffs or even look for that person in comparison to them. Sometimes, after some time, you start thinking about things you didn't have a privilege to have.
I love listening to the courtships of people's parents because I think it is really sweet. I think most of my friends who has shared about the courtship of their family have wonderfully married parents. I don't know if that is an assumption but it really feels that way.
If love don't keep a family together, what does?
Responsibility.
Sometimes, you don't need love.
i know that i have loved you ... at 8/16/2007 11:27:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
I just had to clean up my table today and I had to rearrange my neoprints. This is a picture taken with my hk buddies. The ones in blue are from HK.We were on this attachment programme and it was held in Xinmin Sec.
Don't look like I did much arranging did I ? Anyway, all these neoprints were taken when I was secondary 2, 3 and 4.
so were these .
Yeah, looking back I miss all those times. My tuition buddies, my "family" and a lot of other people.I can't remember how was it then, but I know that I enjoyed my secondary two year the most because of them.
My closest buddy then is still in the same jc as me, but things have changed so much since then. We have forgotten about the laughter we used to share, the jokes and the really hilarious stuffs that happened to us then. We have forgotten how was it we felt on the last day of school when we had to say good bye to our class 2E3'04. We have forgotten the times when we used to watch movies and play arcade together. All we ever remember is that we are not talking to each other.
I am not upset about anything, because I am way past that. I just feel it is kind of a waste.It is just super childish.
Porcupines in the cold.
Humans really behave just like that. I know I do. We need to be close to each other for warmth but when we run to each other, we get hurt by the each other pricks and are forced to run away from each other. When we are forced to be away from each other, we are driven by the cold to each other again.
If you ask me, I shall call it the dance of the porcupines. It has become a ritual.
I don't want to feel that way, but I cannot help it.It is through no fault of yours that I feel that way.I am just hurt by my own prick.
I realised that it is always better to be not too honest with each other in any type of relationships because instead of building rapport, it will severely damaged it. I don't tell Rourou about every single thing that is bugging me and we enjoy being together. It is only with her, Sie fen and banquet that I still see myself.I enjoy being with them because I can be me, not anyone else.
Sometimes, I just want to hide under my table and forget everything, like what I do in the past.
No mask, no need to please anyone , no hurt, just me and god.
i know that i have loved you ... at 8/15/2007 11:58:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Friday, August 10, 2007
August 8
It was my first time that I had fly a kite! I helped to fly the kite. Stef and Heng Ern did most of it anyway =D It was really good. It felt as if the kite has life when it was tugging hard against your hold. We used the entire reel for flying the kite. it was really fun, okay!
Well, before that I attempted to shop about for Jasmine's birthday present at Bugis. Guess who I met while I was there, Jasmine and wanling. LOL. SO i didnt managed to buy anything for her =(
Then we headed to the Mrt station we were suppose to meet. The banking gang was late , so we had to wait for them. anyway, the stuffs they baked was great! So it was worth the wait.
Then , yeah we ate and play.
Had dinner later, it was really funny lah. The guys, ben and dom was like mixing drinks with beer lorx. We were sitted according to our names. SO i end up in the same table as Robbie , Baobao and Agnes! Damn funny lahx. To watch how both of them interact was really highly entertaining =D
I had lots of fun la =D
It was my first time that I had fly a kite! I helped to fly the kite. Stef and Heng Ern did most of it anyway =D It was really good. It felt as if the kite has life when it was tugging hard against your hold. We used the entire reel for flying the kite. it was really fun, okay!
Well, before that I attempted to shop about for Jasmine's birthday present at Bugis. Guess who I met while I was there, Jasmine and wanling. LOL. SO i didnt managed to buy anything for her =(
Then we headed to the Mrt station we were suppose to meet. The banking gang was late , so we had to wait for them. anyway, the stuffs they baked was great! So it was worth the wait.
Then , yeah we ate and play.
Had dinner later, it was really funny lah. The guys, ben and dom was like mixing drinks with beer lorx. We were sitted according to our names. SO i end up in the same table as Robbie , Baobao and Agnes! Damn funny lahx. To watch how both of them interact was really highly entertaining =D
I had lots of fun la =D
i know that i have loved you ... at 8/10/2007 02:46:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities