Monday, September 24, 2007
I had a chat with my dear mentor.She is just so nice and so inspiring =)
Hehe. I really look forward to meeting her this december =)
Well, there are others that I want to meet too.
Hehe.
I had the weirdest dream recently.
Whatever it is, I really hope he is doing fine.
Yes. I really hope so.
I really hope I can see him again.
After all we were such close friends =)
One more week and I can go to church le!
YAY!
How time flies.
Hehe. I really look forward to meeting her this december =)
Well, there are others that I want to meet too.
Hehe.
I had the weirdest dream recently.
Whatever it is, I really hope he is doing fine.
Yes. I really hope so.
I really hope I can see him again.
After all we were such close friends =)
One more week and I can go to church le!
YAY!
How time flies.
i know that i have loved you ... at 9/24/2007 11:17:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Saturday, September 22, 2007
I am extremely thankful to Lord for letting me meet a great number of wonderful people.I managed to build strong bonds with people who I really should cherish, like my family and I can identify who should I spend my time with.
Of course not with people who calls you his/her friend, then exclaims what an impossible, attention-seeking, weirdo to others, but with people who honestly care.
Like duh.
Of course not with people who believe whatever nonsense others are sprouting without checking it's credibility, but with people whose lives are guided by Lord's teaching.
And of course not with people who dislikes me because of I am um.. me?
Yeah. Like duh right?
I am so not going to weep and mourn over people who do not worth it, but I will continue to include them into my prayer and pray for their well-being=D
Of course not with people who calls you his/her friend, then exclaims what an impossible, attention-seeking, weirdo to others, but with people who honestly care.
Like duh.
Of course not with people who believe whatever nonsense others are sprouting without checking it's credibility, but with people whose lives are guided by Lord's teaching.
And of course not with people who dislikes me because of I am um.. me?
Yeah. Like duh right?
I am so not going to weep and mourn over people who do not worth it, but I will continue to include them into my prayer and pray for their well-being=D
i know that i have loved you ... at 9/22/2007 04:43:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Monday, September 17, 2007
I am drenched with a dose of cold hard truth.
Things appear to be clearer.
Should I rejoice?
I really don't know how to accept the truth.
How to?
To learn that ...
To know that I probably would start seeing some individuals in a different light.
I thought we were different, but it turn out to be that it isn't true.
Sometimes, I wish I could be someone else but me.
Someone else but not me.
Things appear to be clearer.
Should I rejoice?
I really don't know how to accept the truth.
How to?
To learn that ...
To know that I probably would start seeing some individuals in a different light.
I thought we were different, but it turn out to be that it isn't true.
Sometimes, I wish I could be someone else but me.
Someone else but not me.
i know that i have loved you ... at 9/17/2007 07:29:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Sunday, September 16, 2007
It has been more than a home.
Ironic that home used to mean hell, my friend's home heaven and school , the thing that sits between them.
There isn't any flames here, but I don't find comfort within these four walls.
Just dark memories luking behind every single one of them.
I think that is why I chose to paint it in orange.
Ironic that home used to mean hell, my friend's home heaven and school , the thing that sits between them.
There isn't any flames here, but I don't find comfort within these four walls.
Just dark memories luking behind every single one of them.
I think that is why I chose to paint it in orange.
i know that i have loved you ... at 9/16/2007 09:44:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Friday, September 14, 2007
The conflict between reality and appearance
Truth really hurts. It really does, just like the policy of Glasnost caused the eventual collaspe of the Soviet Union and communism.
I finally had to be forced to see the truth. I wish I could just pretend it did not happen, but I cannot go on deluding myself.
I think sometimes that I am thanking god for the wrong things.
At least I did learn something, I learn to cherish the people I OUGHT to cherish and forgive people who didn't ask for it.
I will shed that irrational gulity that once weighed me down.
Good bye.
I finally had to be forced to see the truth. I wish I could just pretend it did not happen, but I cannot go on deluding myself.
I think sometimes that I am thanking god for the wrong things.
At least I did learn something, I learn to cherish the people I OUGHT to cherish and forgive people who didn't ask for it.
I will shed that irrational gulity that once weighed me down.
Good bye.
i know that i have loved you ... at 9/14/2007 09:37:00 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
It's frustrating to know that.
I don't know why it hurt so much when I knew that.
Just kuku old me.
Who the hell am I kidding.
I don't know why it hurt so much when I knew that.
Just kuku old me.
Who the hell am I kidding.
i know that i have loved you ... at 9/05/2007 11:23:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
I think I am just that sort of person who cant stay at home because I will get all frustrated and angry for no reason.GRRRR...
Yeah. Stupid sims 2 is down and oblivion is missing. guess what, everytime when you need something, that something must be not working! After all my sims2 disc is over the waranty period, it spoils and that irritates me. To add on, it has to be the main original disc, The Sims2.
@#$%^^&**(^%## Damn costly to buy and replace la!
GRR..... I am so FRUSTRATED!
HAIZ. I feel like studying in school because I don't feel like staying at home to study, but well, I cant study alone in school ,can I?
@$%^*@$%^&*
What the hell am I doing with my time!? I got freaking history, economics and lit and maths to do!
Promos is less than a month away.
GRRR...
I dont bleat anymore, I bite.
Yeah. Stupid sims 2 is down and oblivion is missing. guess what, everytime when you need something, that something must be not working! After all my sims2 disc is over the waranty period, it spoils and that irritates me. To add on, it has to be the main original disc, The Sims2.
@#$%^^&**(^%## Damn costly to buy and replace la!
GRR..... I am so FRUSTRATED!
HAIZ. I feel like studying in school because I don't feel like staying at home to study, but well, I cant study alone in school ,can I?
@$%^*@$%^&*
What the hell am I doing with my time!? I got freaking history, economics and lit and maths to do!
Promos is less than a month away.
GRRR...
I dont bleat anymore, I bite.
i know that i have loved you ... at 9/04/2007 06:54:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Sunday, September 02, 2007
I never felt so good for a really long time. Yeah, I am so gonna stop sometimes, in my hectic lifestyle and tune in the the frequency of Lord.
The yellow ribbon walk was like a walk.We walk like 3.5 km in the sun and chat.The history people disappeared totally, I only managed to see Edelyn at the end of everything and Parri at the start of the walk.
Just a few moments ago, I was reminded of the monologue that Sir Ian did when he came to Nanyang. The one about the king sending the lawyer to speak to the mob that it is against the rule to mob. The people of London had started this riot because of the "strangers" on the street. They were strangers because they were just different from the mainstream. Sir Thomas aimed to appeal to their humanity in this speech.
Different from the mainstream. Is that even a crime? On what accounts can you judge them? If you have the right to judge them just because you belong to the "majority", how would you feel if you are the one being judged?
Me and my random thoughts =D
Night.
The yellow ribbon walk was like a walk.We walk like 3.5 km in the sun and chat.The history people disappeared totally, I only managed to see Edelyn at the end of everything and Parri at the start of the walk.
Just a few moments ago, I was reminded of the monologue that Sir Ian did when he came to Nanyang. The one about the king sending the lawyer to speak to the mob that it is against the rule to mob. The people of London had started this riot because of the "strangers" on the street. They were strangers because they were just different from the mainstream. Sir Thomas aimed to appeal to their humanity in this speech.
Different from the mainstream. Is that even a crime? On what accounts can you judge them? If you have the right to judge them just because you belong to the "majority", how would you feel if you are the one being judged?
Me and my random thoughts =D
Night.
i know that i have loved you ... at 9/02/2007 09:41:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities