Monday, October 29, 2007
Suppose to be doing some pw stuffs..
A lot has been on my mind of late,
nothing really significant though.
As November approaches,
I am sort of feeling satisfied.
At around this time, I would start questioning myself of the things that I have did or if I had managed to overcome certain issues in life.
Year after year, I feel abit despondent that I haven't really done much with my life.
I don't see a reason to then.
For the first time, I really feel that I am making progress with something.
Because god is at work in me!
hahax.
For some strange reason, I am reminded of what someone said.
YES, I am in W.I. P too..
Another thing, I am so happy for one of my friend!
She is gonna take an examination to attempt to go in NA and yeah =)
Not that NT is bad, it's good that she wants to learn more.
=0)
A lot has been on my mind of late,
nothing really significant though.
As November approaches,
I am sort of feeling satisfied.
At around this time, I would start questioning myself of the things that I have did or if I had managed to overcome certain issues in life.
Year after year, I feel abit despondent that I haven't really done much with my life.
I don't see a reason to then.
For the first time, I really feel that I am making progress with something.
Because god is at work in me!
hahax.
For some strange reason, I am reminded of what someone said.
YES, I am in W.I. P too..
Another thing, I am so happy for one of my friend!
She is gonna take an examination to attempt to go in NA and yeah =)
Not that NT is bad, it's good that she wants to learn more.
=0)
i know that i have loved you ... at 10/29/2007 07:04:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
That's twice in two days and on the same bus at around the same time.
I just can't help it.
It just came thundering down at me, to know that well..
We aint very close friends
but I still cannot imagine how it would be like..
As much as I don't feel comfortable being with the class, I still appreciate it in a very odd way.
Whenever I look at the class, it reminded me of miracles.
They are rather different people, yet to a certain extent they can interact well.
At least that is how it appears to be.
I know I cannot belong in here, but well, it's just a pleasure to watch them.
Maybe one day, I will change my opinion of the class.
Would I even blog about them next year at this period of time?
Life's so uncertain, no one can say if you are going to see the next sunset,
much less say that you would still be with the class till the end of next year.
Anyway, during church last Sunday, I suddenly thought of something.
How does leaders get to wield so much power? This is in reference to Stalin and Hitler.
This is simple. They work like how religion does.
Human worship the thing they fear and they need faith to live.
Faith.
Human put their faith in anything they feel that they should believe in.
Yea.
Sometimes, I shouldn't think too much.
Lord, thank you for giving me such fabulous results.
That's the first Victory in Your name.
I shall claim victory in Your name =)
Things will be much better tomorrow.
I just can't help it.
It just came thundering down at me, to know that well..
We aint very close friends
but I still cannot imagine how it would be like..
As much as I don't feel comfortable being with the class, I still appreciate it in a very odd way.
Whenever I look at the class, it reminded me of miracles.
They are rather different people, yet to a certain extent they can interact well.
At least that is how it appears to be.
I know I cannot belong in here, but well, it's just a pleasure to watch them.
Maybe one day, I will change my opinion of the class.
Would I even blog about them next year at this period of time?
Life's so uncertain, no one can say if you are going to see the next sunset,
much less say that you would still be with the class till the end of next year.
Anyway, during church last Sunday, I suddenly thought of something.
How does leaders get to wield so much power? This is in reference to Stalin and Hitler.
This is simple. They work like how religion does.
Human worship the thing they fear and they need faith to live.
Faith.
Human put their faith in anything they feel that they should believe in.
Yea.
Sometimes, I shouldn't think too much.
Lord, thank you for giving me such fabulous results.
That's the first Victory in Your name.
I shall claim victory in Your name =)
Things will be much better tomorrow.
i know that i have loved you ... at 10/24/2007 12:05:00 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Monday, October 22, 2007
OSIM!
I had the OSIM!(Oh Shit It's Monday!) syndrome today.
Even though after what I learn yesterday, I still don't feel like stepping out from my own world to enter one that has no place for me.
I must have faith right?
Because if he wants to put me through this there must be a reason for it.
I know I am not the only one who feels that way.
I guess JC life is kind of depressing.
But Lord has told me to move on with my freaking life and stop looking back,
So I must do my best and have no regrets.
The only way to remain in Him is to obey Him.
Yeah, so I will.
I think.
Well..
I will just have to work on it.
Just right after I finish writting this post, I was readin this verse by accident.
1John5:3-4
Even though after what I learn yesterday, I still don't feel like stepping out from my own world to enter one that has no place for me.
I must have faith right?
Because if he wants to put me through this there must be a reason for it.
I know I am not the only one who feels that way.
I guess JC life is kind of depressing.
But Lord has told me to move on with my freaking life and stop looking back,
So I must do my best and have no regrets.
The only way to remain in Him is to obey Him.
Yeah, so I will.
I think.
Well..
I will just have to work on it.
Just right after I finish writting this post, I was readin this verse by accident.
1John5:3-4
i know that i have loved you ... at 10/22/2007 08:43:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
What are my big rocks?
I must focus on the tasks at hand.
Yeah.
I thought most of the things happens at night.
It seriously took me by surprise when i realised that it could happen anytime.
Make sense, though.
Ask my mum about it since she is quite knowledgeable in this field,
she says it's nth to worry abt.
So i shldnt.
It's different now.
I know that it will not last forever.
I really think I need to really face up to it if I really want to move on.
I dont want to live in the past.
I don't want to use that stupid excuse when i don't perform as well as I shld.
God, family and studies
I must focus on the tasks at hand.
Yeah.
I thought most of the things happens at night.
It seriously took me by surprise when i realised that it could happen anytime.
Make sense, though.
Ask my mum about it since she is quite knowledgeable in this field,
she says it's nth to worry abt.
So i shldnt.
It's different now.
I know that it will not last forever.
I really think I need to really face up to it if I really want to move on.
I dont want to live in the past.
I don't want to use that stupid excuse when i don't perform as well as I shld.
God, family and studies
i know that i have loved you ... at 10/17/2007 10:57:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Monday, October 15, 2007
It's just weird to be attending a family gathering.
I rather be at home playing computer game.
hmmmm....
Haix..school tml.
I rather be at home playing computer game.
hmmmm....
Haix..school tml.
i know that i have loved you ... at 10/15/2007 11:27:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Friday, October 12, 2007
I am very contented with my results.
That's the first area I have conquered in Your name,Lord.
I am so going to pull through the second one.
I want to give praises to You this week for it.
That's the first area I have conquered in Your name,Lord.
I am so going to pull through the second one.
I want to give praises to You this week for it.
i know that i have loved you ... at 10/12/2007 10:53:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Do I have to do it?
I spend my time just getting pissed lah, so I guess it is time I move on to some other things to de-stress myself.
Yeah, it has been a quite confusing week.
haix...
I spend my time just getting pissed lah, so I guess it is time I move on to some other things to de-stress myself.
Yeah, it has been a quite confusing week.
haix...
i know that i have loved you ... at 10/09/2007 03:16:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities