if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Sunday, January 27, 2008

"Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love
like You have love me

I totally like this stanza of the song "Hosanna" by Hillsongs.
Only He can show it to me and teach me how to love again.

I had a crippling sense of inferiority this week, coupled with guilt, it exploded right at my face.
Yeah, it became cold and freezing inside.
My friend's anger affirmed it and things really started to spiral down for a while.

It's kinda super irritating.
I am like feeling super freakishly emo because I feel like a scum, a piece of trash and etc etc
The feelings are mostly induced because I refused to let go of my past.
It makes me feel so...

To make matters worse, my mind was hindered by pain and constant headaches.

Anyway, I really want to praise Lord.
Because all I need is You.



Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am for Your Kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into Eternity"

i know that i have loved you ... at 1/27/2008 11:11:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

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