if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

"Hold on by Good Charlotte"
http://www.youtube.com/v/oOoty9z_rCk
Should try to watch it.
I guess because I was once in that predicament in which I had to make a choice.
At that point of time, nothing seem to be worth waiting for .
I had a warped sense of logic.
Well, most people chose to suicide because they are egocentric but I wanted to because I thought it would be better off for everyone.

At those moments, when I stood there and felt the gush of the cold night wind,
I could taste freedom.
The sweetness of it piercing through that thick cloud of hopelessness and despair but I realised something.
I could not bear leaving the people I called "friends" or be ready to see what lies after that step.

The song reminded me of all those memories.
Somehow, I realised that in that wretched past,
I was waiting for someone to tell me to hold on .

Yeah, life is a pile of trash sometimes, but when you reach to the depth of it, it could only improve and not spiral down.

What are peaks when you don't have trenches?

i know that i have loved you ... at 2/26/2008 01:50:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

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