Friday, October 24, 2008
I miss Zhengong all of a sudden..
I guess even though I have friends, my spiritual family and god with me,
when things go wrong, I just want to talk to her...
It's an unhealthy over-reliance on her but I' m just so used to it.
When I have major problems, I'll talk to her not about it but...
Hmm...
I can't find my solution but I'm not going to ponder over it.
Because no matter how hard I try to figure things out, I won't get an answer to it by myself.
All I have to do is wait and see.
Yeah, be more patient with myself and see...
I guess even though I have friends, my spiritual family and god with me,
when things go wrong, I just want to talk to her...
It's an unhealthy over-reliance on her but I' m just so used to it.
When I have major problems, I'll talk to her not about it but...
Hmm...
I can't find my solution but I'm not going to ponder over it.
Because no matter how hard I try to figure things out, I won't get an answer to it by myself.
All I have to do is wait and see.
Yeah, be more patient with myself and see...
i know that i have loved you ... at 10/24/2008 11:26:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities