Friday, October 03, 2008
It's the fifth day.
Doctors couldn't tell me what's wrong.
Just feeling so down because it's approaching A levels soon and I am not doing enough.
Haiz...
Maybe I should have taken better of myself, then again I hardly care about it unless I fall ill.
I so badly want to do well for A levels.
Seeing that I have screwed up Prelims, I really got nothing to say.
I mean so what if i got an A, I am not improving for any of my subjects.
How?
I also dont know.
I can't think with swollen veins, bruises and pain.
With each test returning negative, I feel even worse.
I mean I rather like have like the Ct scan show that I have stones or something.
At least I know what's wrong.
Right now, I don't and it's bothering me.
My mind is so fuzzy with so many medication and pain.
I cant even study...
Doctors couldn't tell me what's wrong.
Just feeling so down because it's approaching A levels soon and I am not doing enough.
Haiz...
Maybe I should have taken better of myself, then again I hardly care about it unless I fall ill.
I so badly want to do well for A levels.
Seeing that I have screwed up Prelims, I really got nothing to say.
I mean so what if i got an A, I am not improving for any of my subjects.
How?
I also dont know.
I can't think with swollen veins, bruises and pain.
With each test returning negative, I feel even worse.
I mean I rather like have like the Ct scan show that I have stones or something.
At least I know what's wrong.
Right now, I don't and it's bothering me.
My mind is so fuzzy with so many medication and pain.
I cant even study...
i know that i have loved you ... at 10/03/2008 11:16:00 pm
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