Monday, August 24, 2009
I've just got the feeling that I'm going to be out of job soon.
Really really soon.
Not that I harbour hope in staying in it permanently.
Then again,
I don't like the feeling of being so disposable.
Neither do I like the feeling as if I'm not contributing.
Saw an ex-schoolmate today on the train.
She was reading powerpoint slides on indifference curve.
Her brows were knitted in concentration as she seek to understand.
Can't imgaine why the scene was etched so deeply into my mind.
Maybe it's because two years ago, I sat in the library, excitedly pouring through the thick books available on the shelf about it.
Or maybe, it was because the same two years ago, I was excitedly discussing the points with my brother at home.
I need an output.
I need to start serving others.
Really really soon.
Not that I harbour hope in staying in it permanently.
Then again,
I don't like the feeling of being so disposable.
Neither do I like the feeling as if I'm not contributing.
Saw an ex-schoolmate today on the train.
She was reading powerpoint slides on indifference curve.
Her brows were knitted in concentration as she seek to understand.
Can't imgaine why the scene was etched so deeply into my mind.
Maybe it's because two years ago, I sat in the library, excitedly pouring through the thick books available on the shelf about it.
Or maybe, it was because the same two years ago, I was excitedly discussing the points with my brother at home.
I need an output.
I need to start serving others.
i know that i have loved you ... at 8/24/2009 10:00:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities