Saturday, August 15, 2009
Speaking to friends these days gives me a sense of alienation for some odd reasons.
Maybe it's because we're in different seasons, the fact that we no longer speak the same wavelength or share the different opinions of a common experience which birthed such emotions.
It feels as if others have moved steadily along towards their goals, experiencing fresh things and growing as they explore.
I'm glad and happy they've moved on.
It doesn't soften the blow that I'm stuck in between, waiting for the next opportunity as I crossed the days of my calendar.
Coupled with sentimentality, it made everything worse.
Speaking to people don't help.
Like, I'm not being bei guan okay!
I dont need to be optimistic.
Maybe it's because we're in different seasons, the fact that we no longer speak the same wavelength or share the different opinions of a common experience which birthed such emotions.
It feels as if others have moved steadily along towards their goals, experiencing fresh things and growing as they explore.
I'm glad and happy they've moved on.
It doesn't soften the blow that I'm stuck in between, waiting for the next opportunity as I crossed the days of my calendar.
Coupled with sentimentality, it made everything worse.
Speaking to people don't help.
Like, I'm not being bei guan okay!
I dont need to be optimistic.
i know that i have loved you ... at 8/15/2009 10:30:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities