if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Sunday, November 21, 2010

i know that i have loved you ... at 11/21/2010 04:52:00 pm
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Sunday, November 07, 2010

I can't describe the feelings that washed through me when my gaze fell upon his balding head- the falling and thinning of hair.
It's like a classic image of someone who undergoing chemotherapy.
In my wilderness imagination did I ever imagine seeing my grandfather in such a state.
My strong, polite and blessed grandfather.
A tower on a unshaking rock.
He used to have a powerful grip and shaking hands with him would mean hours of massaging your dear hand after.
He's also my idea of an epitome of emotional strength.
With his vitality and strength, it had never crossed my mind that he might actually decline or that the strong waves of death would one day crashed the impregnable tower.
Or that there may not be a tomorrow.

I'm impressed.
I'm proud of my family who could go on with their lives with smiles plastered on faces.
I'm proud of the resilience that seemed to run in the blood.
Ties that bind- I guess this is what it means.

There is no avoiding of the issue right now.
Death will put the final full-stop to the story of our lives.
I feel the urgency of seeing him saved.
It's home that the Lord is taking him to.

i know that i have loved you ... at 11/07/2010 10:15:00 pm
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` here.waiting ;

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