Saturday, April 28, 2007
Forsaken
I can't really tell was it due to the physical pain or otherwise.However, as I took a different path from both of you, my eyes started to sting.
28 April 2007 marks the celebration of Nanyang's thirty years in existence.Yes, Nanyang's celebration.
Amidst the estatic crowd, the sense of disappointment and melancholy became more distinct.
The performance was quite well recieved because everyone gave their all.It's the last time we would be performing this song and we ought to end it in the right note. Powerful and touching. I really enjoyed myself.
It's seriously the last time we are going to perform together.With the defecting of a few members, we will never be able to perform any song together.
As I climbed the steps of the overhead bridge, I felt overwhelmed by emotions.
People that have just entered my life are just going to leave with a simple goodbye.So what will we be doing when we see each other again? Saying a "hi" before brushing past each other and totally forgetting that once upon a time when we had shared many fantastic memories together? Occassionally, we shall stand around and chat for a full minute when we are free? Then finished the chat with a promise of a future outing?
Fine.It's really no point losing my ability to rationalise for this!
I could feel walls that have been bulit by Time between us.Though it is logical that it would happened, what I didnt forsee was that it would affect me.
Tears reawaken the need to watch blood dripping from a newly carved wound.It's only through self-mutilating that I can feel in control of myself.
I thought that I have left that thirst behind in my wetched past.
I was wrong.
28 April 2007 marks the celebration of Nanyang's thirty years in existence.Yes, Nanyang's celebration.
Amidst the estatic crowd, the sense of disappointment and melancholy became more distinct.
The performance was quite well recieved because everyone gave their all.It's the last time we would be performing this song and we ought to end it in the right note. Powerful and touching. I really enjoyed myself.
It's seriously the last time we are going to perform together.With the defecting of a few members, we will never be able to perform any song together.
As I climbed the steps of the overhead bridge, I felt overwhelmed by emotions.
People that have just entered my life are just going to leave with a simple goodbye.So what will we be doing when we see each other again? Saying a "hi" before brushing past each other and totally forgetting that once upon a time when we had shared many fantastic memories together? Occassionally, we shall stand around and chat for a full minute when we are free? Then finished the chat with a promise of a future outing?
Fine.It's really no point losing my ability to rationalise for this!
I could feel walls that have been bulit by Time between us.Though it is logical that it would happened, what I didnt forsee was that it would affect me.
Tears reawaken the need to watch blood dripping from a newly carved wound.It's only through self-mutilating that I can feel in control of myself.
I thought that I have left that thirst behind in my wetched past.
I was wrong.
i know that i have loved you ... at 4/28/2007 07:17:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities