if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Monday, November 12, 2007

When god ran

And then He ran to me,
He took me in His arms Held my head to His chest,
said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice He said,“Son do you know I still love you?”
He caught me by surprise as
He brought me to my knees When God ran – I saw Him run to me


I cried for the longest and hardest ever when I hear this song for the first time or read the parable of the Father and the son in Luke.
Because all I was searching for was this.
A love.

He told me that I was worthy of His love.
That what is over is over.
As long as I had decide to come home,
Everything would be forgiven.
That I could start fresh and clean.

At that point of time, I really felt warm and secure.
I let everything out.
I cried until my poor friend 's shirt was very wet that first time.
HAHAX.
Think it must be very disgusting for the others after =)

Anyway, I want to follow Him with my heart and soul.
Yes.
That's the reason why I want to blog, just in case that one day when I back slided and look back, I will recall why I had made that decision.
Because as unworthy humans are of His love due to our sins, all the more we should follow Him.
Know it sound really um...
But Jesus died on the cross to cleanse our sins.
God send him to do so that we can be reconciliated with Him.
If He loves us so much,
imagine how much He loves His son, Jesus.
Then imagine how he felt when He had to turn away from Jesus's cries.
For us
For me.
He don't need us humans, but He chose to do that for us.

I can't imagine.
Can you?


I will follow Him.

i know that i have loved you ... at 11/12/2007 10:47:00 pm
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