Tuesday, December 04, 2007
In His embrace
I guess I just needed to hear the words from someone.I don't need people's pity and I don't want their everything-gonna-be-fine. Well, I don't need their I'm-sorry-to-hear-that either. And only You understand how I feel and only You love me for who I am.
Re-encountering that love I forgot, re-realising that He is the greatest friend I ever had, I feel that inexpressible joy bursting out of me.
And only He can make me feel this way=)
Only Him.
Well, besides still being sick, I guess I haven't done much this week.
But I have watched my life went in a flash.
I remembered things that I forgot like how much I used to desire for someone to understand, how much I wish to feel something, and how I used to crave to feel secure and loved.
I felt really shameful and regretful about what I used to do in the past.
My quest led me to find Him.
He's all that I need =)
I can't thank Him for giving me this circumstance or even for living yet.
But one day, I really want to thank Him for it.
Yeah, one day.
Re-encountering that love I forgot, re-realising that He is the greatest friend I ever had, I feel that inexpressible joy bursting out of me.
And only He can make me feel this way=)
Only Him.
Well, besides still being sick, I guess I haven't done much this week.
But I have watched my life went in a flash.
I remembered things that I forgot like how much I used to desire for someone to understand, how much I wish to feel something, and how I used to crave to feel secure and loved.
I felt really shameful and regretful about what I used to do in the past.
My quest led me to find Him.
He's all that I need =)
I can't thank Him for giving me this circumstance or even for living yet.
But one day, I really want to thank Him for it.
Yeah, one day.
i know that i have loved you ... at 12/04/2007 12:49:00 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
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