Friday, March 28, 2008
The last of Block Test and Santification week
YIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPEEEEEEE!!!!
I had my last block test paper today =)
I thought that generally speaking, it was quite okay.
Running on less than 2 hours of sleep for each examination,
it's really a wonder that I did not fall asleep during my paper.
However, I nearly did today but I managed to endure it through =)
Well, I sound like some serious mugger losing sleep due to preparing for examinations.
I did not, just some side-effects from falling ill prior to my exams and having an irriating brother.
ARCADE and GAMES , HOW I MISS YOU!!!
hahax.. I miss playing drummania.
I wonder how did I survive without you =)
-Santification week-
It was fantastic!
I had a vision that He promised I will see His hand in.
He had further define the meaning of full healing.
I don't know if I am ready to walk back in and watch the whole thing unfold before my eyes,
but it beats better than speculating.
I need to take that step or I will never be free from the clasp of Fear.
Can't wait how things would develop =)
I had my last block test paper today =)
I thought that generally speaking, it was quite okay.
Running on less than 2 hours of sleep for each examination,
it's really a wonder that I did not fall asleep during my paper.
However, I nearly did today but I managed to endure it through =)
Well, I sound like some serious mugger losing sleep due to preparing for examinations.
I did not, just some side-effects from falling ill prior to my exams and having an irriating brother.
ARCADE and GAMES , HOW I MISS YOU!!!
hahax.. I miss playing drummania.
I wonder how did I survive without you =)
-Santification week-
It was fantastic!
I had a vision that He promised I will see His hand in.
He had further define the meaning of full healing.
I don't know if I am ready to walk back in and watch the whole thing unfold before my eyes,
but it beats better than speculating.
I need to take that step or I will never be free from the clasp of Fear.
Can't wait how things would develop =)
i know that i have loved you ... at 3/28/2008 12:06:00 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Sunday, March 09, 2008
The last
I am not going to let it rob me of anything.
As much as it has formed the present me,
It's time I embrace the true meaning of rebirth.
The old self had died on the sunday after santification week.
No fears , no sense of pride , no sense of self consciousness will hold me from experiencing the fullness of the spirit.
I am going to take the journey to relearn everything I have learnt and I have started on it.
I learnt to trust more fully in the begining of the year.
It's time I learn to forgive, forget and rely.
Anyway,on last thursday, I had a kick-assed day.
I was tramatised by this lit piece.
When Ms Kwok read the piece, familiar thoughts and feelings started assaulting me.
The harsh change from innocence to .... was so vivid.
I remembered my own.
The very first.
My brain shut down immediately.
The playwright could put the feelings I could not explain into words.
It made me understand how I felt then.
The playwright help me untangle the mess of emotions that flooded me.
And now they don't seem so daunting.
I really thank Lord.
Because I have found my village.
As much as it has formed the present me,
It's time I embrace the true meaning of rebirth.
The old self had died on the sunday after santification week.
No fears , no sense of pride , no sense of self consciousness will hold me from experiencing the fullness of the spirit.
I am going to take the journey to relearn everything I have learnt and I have started on it.
I learnt to trust more fully in the begining of the year.
It's time I learn to forgive, forget and rely.
Anyway,on last thursday, I had a kick-assed day.
I was tramatised by this lit piece.
When Ms Kwok read the piece, familiar thoughts and feelings started assaulting me.
The harsh change from innocence to .... was so vivid.
I remembered my own.
The very first.
My brain shut down immediately.
The playwright could put the feelings I could not explain into words.
It made me understand how I felt then.
The playwright help me untangle the mess of emotions that flooded me.
And now they don't seem so daunting.
I really thank Lord.
Because I have found my village.
i know that i have loved you ... at 3/09/2008 07:45:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 1 identities
fate crumbled all around 1 identities
Monday, March 03, 2008
Future
"You should have been proud not shameful."
With a sympathetic smile on her face, she looks at the battered, teary girl in front of her ,"
I have been through what you are going through now, I had lied and manipulated before I got on the journey of healing but I did."
She exhibit confidence, freedom and joy.
I learn about a lot of stuffs.
I felt gulity and upset.
As observant and smart I thought I was, I failed to notice her wrath.
It upsets me.
I would not have tried to show my concern for you if I knew you were angry.
I would have done something if I knew.
Thank you lord.
Letting me know of my mistakes and my follies.
With a sympathetic smile on her face, she looks at the battered, teary girl in front of her ,"
I have been through what you are going through now, I had lied and manipulated before I got on the journey of healing but I did."
She exhibit confidence, freedom and joy.
I learn about a lot of stuffs.
I felt gulity and upset.
As observant and smart I thought I was, I failed to notice her wrath.
It upsets me.
I would not have tried to show my concern for you if I knew you were angry.
I would have done something if I knew.
Thank you lord.
Letting me know of my mistakes and my follies.
i know that i have loved you ... at 3/03/2008 08:58:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities