Sunday, March 09, 2008
The last
I am not going to let it rob me of anything.
As much as it has formed the present me,
It's time I embrace the true meaning of rebirth.
The old self had died on the sunday after santification week.
No fears , no sense of pride , no sense of self consciousness will hold me from experiencing the fullness of the spirit.
I am going to take the journey to relearn everything I have learnt and I have started on it.
I learnt to trust more fully in the begining of the year.
It's time I learn to forgive, forget and rely.
Anyway,on last thursday, I had a kick-assed day.
I was tramatised by this lit piece.
When Ms Kwok read the piece, familiar thoughts and feelings started assaulting me.
The harsh change from innocence to .... was so vivid.
I remembered my own.
The very first.
My brain shut down immediately.
The playwright could put the feelings I could not explain into words.
It made me understand how I felt then.
The playwright help me untangle the mess of emotions that flooded me.
And now they don't seem so daunting.
I really thank Lord.
Because I have found my village.
As much as it has formed the present me,
It's time I embrace the true meaning of rebirth.
The old self had died on the sunday after santification week.
No fears , no sense of pride , no sense of self consciousness will hold me from experiencing the fullness of the spirit.
I am going to take the journey to relearn everything I have learnt and I have started on it.
I learnt to trust more fully in the begining of the year.
It's time I learn to forgive, forget and rely.
Anyway,on last thursday, I had a kick-assed day.
I was tramatised by this lit piece.
When Ms Kwok read the piece, familiar thoughts and feelings started assaulting me.
The harsh change from innocence to .... was so vivid.
I remembered my own.
The very first.
My brain shut down immediately.
The playwright could put the feelings I could not explain into words.
It made me understand how I felt then.
The playwright help me untangle the mess of emotions that flooded me.
And now they don't seem so daunting.
I really thank Lord.
Because I have found my village.
i know that i have loved you ... at 3/09/2008 07:45:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 1 identities
fate crumbled all around 1 identities